I joined Xiled Gaming in early 2007. I was recruited into KoG Immortal, and worked my way up to Captain. All of my friends in KoG were leaving to start up RGC, and not truly knowing what I was doing, I left with my fellow clanmates and my section in December of 2007 and joined up with RGC.
In January of 2009, I rejoined XG, and went into KoG. I started as a General in KoG Olympus, and by February of 2009 I reached the rank of Section Leader. I was a Section Leader up until April 1st, 2010 until I foolishly left with a group of fellow KoG Section Leaders, Division Leaders, and Generals to create our own community.
A few months went by, and I talked to the council and asked if we could return, but were told that we were not allowed back for that given amnesty month, and to check back again the next amnesty period.
In December of 2010 I was allowed back into XG, joining XGC, and joining XILEDGAMINGoCOM. I started off as Gamer. In January 2011, I was promoted to Captain. In March of 2011, I was approached by Viper with the idea of taking over XGC Redemption as a General, and I did.
I then decided to make a terrible decision. Drinking and XBOX never mix well together. Now this is not an excuse for what I did, because I take full responsibility for the words that came out of my mouth. I let a racially sensitive term come out of my mouth, something I honestly regret. I was removed from the community in July of 2011.
Everyone makes mistakes, and again, I take full responsibility for what I said. But to be entirely honest, the boy I was a few years back, compared to the man that I am now, is radically different. Having lots of time in my life to reflect, I do realize that XG is by far the best gaming community out there, and always will be. If allowed to return, I guarantee that the decision would never be regretted, and I ensure you I would never, and I mean ever, leave again. It's always been home, and I've always been too immature to realize it. My greatest memories are here in XG. My greatest friendships were made here in XG. My greatest successes were here in XG. I miss this community. I miss contributing in every way possible. I was foolish in the past, but I truly have matured, and if given this opportunity, I promise the decision would not be regretted.
Thank you for your time.
-BeaR
In January of 2009, I rejoined XG, and went into KoG. I started as a General in KoG Olympus, and by February of 2009 I reached the rank of Section Leader. I was a Section Leader up until April 1st, 2010 until I foolishly left with a group of fellow KoG Section Leaders, Division Leaders, and Generals to create our own community.
A few months went by, and I talked to the council and asked if we could return, but were told that we were not allowed back for that given amnesty month, and to check back again the next amnesty period.
In December of 2010 I was allowed back into XG, joining XGC, and joining XILEDGAMINGoCOM. I started off as Gamer. In January 2011, I was promoted to Captain. In March of 2011, I was approached by Viper with the idea of taking over XGC Redemption as a General, and I did.
I then decided to make a terrible decision. Drinking and XBOX never mix well together. Now this is not an excuse for what I did, because I take full responsibility for the words that came out of my mouth. I let a racially sensitive term come out of my mouth, something I honestly regret. I was removed from the community in July of 2011.
Everyone makes mistakes, and again, I take full responsibility for what I said. But to be entirely honest, the boy I was a few years back, compared to the man that I am now, is radically different. Having lots of time in my life to reflect, I do realize that XG is by far the best gaming community out there, and always will be. If allowed to return, I guarantee that the decision would never be regretted, and I ensure you I would never, and I mean ever, leave again. It's always been home, and I've always been too immature to realize it. My greatest memories are here in XG. My greatest friendships were made here in XG. My greatest successes were here in XG. I miss this community. I miss contributing in every way possible. I was foolish in the past, but I truly have matured, and if given this opportunity, I promise the decision would not be regretted.
Thank you for your time.
-BeaR
