XGC Tavenic
New member
As previously mentioned, I was a Captain before I left. My clan was XGC Thanatos XK, White Squad; my General was XGC Craig, and my Section Leader was XGC Fx Valis XS. I had left due to unnecessary drama, caused by my former General, Craig. I stand, sure of my accusations because I had received two unjustified warnings. First warning was given due to my efforts in befriending a fellow squad mate, ZOMBIENATION06, because she was a part of my squad, and in my belief; a good Captain has a good relationship with his squad. I meant no malice, I was asking some clan members about her, wanting to see if there was a reason she was ignoring/avoiding me. CheezySqueeze, XGC J Wattas, and one other person was in the conversation. I've been told that it was CheezySqueeze who went to XGC Craig and accused me of talking negatively about her. XGC Craig pulled me in to a party and gave me a warning, explaining to me that by asking about why she was ignoring me, it makes her look bad. In this situation, a simple lecture would have sufficed, because I will admit that I messaged her with friendly "Hello"s, invites, and updates on squad activity. I don't fully understand what was going on, but I left confused and angry. If she was bothered by my messages, she could have just told me, I would have left it alone if she did.
I can't remember why I received the second warning. Honest, it's fuzzy, because I don't remember doing anything wrong. I got pulled into a party, and received another warning on something. I think it had to do with something I put on youtube, speaking my mind, not naming fingers, or pointing names. It's something completely disconnected from XGC, venting on how I was in trouble for the previously mentioned situation, and it wasn't right. It's watched mostly by my friends, and viewers I've advertised to on xbox live. My channel is where I can express myself, and update people on what's going on in my life, it's a vlogging channel. If I talk about something, it is on a different field, so again, it was nothing to connect to XGC, especially since I never specified which gaming community I was in, nor did I name who was involved. I have mentioned my channel to Craig before this problem started, even asked for him to check it out, plus two other XGC members. They understood where I was coming from, and the fact that this was only to speak my mind. Craig had finally checked it out, and I guess it struck him personally so he allowed it to affect his judgement as a General, so he gave me a warning for something that did NOT involved XGC directly. It should have been something he could have taken care of on a personal level if it struck him that bad. I was merely imitating what I experienced in a more comical way because it was a video, it was to keep interest. If I can not be myself on something I clearly made to express myself, even when I was respectful and professional enough to keep out specifics; I could not be a part of his clan, so with out thinking, I just told him I quit, and I left.
I didn't think about transferring or anything; I was angry, and I was already being pressured with the future rank of General. He depended on me too much, acting as if this was an actual job, he took it too seriously in my opinion. It took away the fun of being part of a community, so it resulted in my departure. Understand my look on things, expressing myself/being me is more important than taking a hit, and asking for another. Especially when I never did anything wrong in the first place, so when it lead to me expressing myself, I believe I was in the right. Craig allowing his personal feelings to get in the way of his judgement was wrong, especially when he was more keen on the women than the men. He catered to their needs, while being harder on the rest of us. I still have friends from when I was in XGC, and they have told me on how he is always sweet on women, and one has even stopped being his friend because he was a tad too obsessive, I believe, as I've been told. This will probably get me in trouble, but I speak in honesty, from experience, and word from others I can trust within the XGC Community. I will not name those who were kind enough to inform me on what was going on, and how I got in trouble for things that should have been only minor problems. I do not want to involve them in this drama, or get them in Craig's radar. If I were to involve them, I'm afraid I would lose their friendship, which is not something I want.
Now, I am not saying I am a saint, because the man I am; stands against things he doesn't believe is right. I hope I have said everything needed for this, and now I'd like to mention the division and clan I would like to join: KoG Velocity. Reason: I have friends(lnSaNiTy BeAsTs, Vitality Fusion) who I know I can trust in there, people who will not screw me over. Plus, I miss being part of an actual team. The drama caused by my former General is in the past, so I wouldn't start any drama, then again, I never started the drama from the get-go. With this, I do not aim to start any problems, it is required to mention every detail possible, and I complied. Thank you for your time, and I hope I can join back with out a hitch.
Oh, and if you'd like to watch the video I mentioned, here's the link to it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXGEKkk9RoY
The first warning mentioned in the video wasn't really a warning, it was a lecture that almost became a warning. At least I understood it that way, which strengthens the thought that Craig is more for the women than the men of the clan since I was being unkind about XGC J Wattas' skill in COD. That is something I would allow to be put on me, since I know I was in the wrong at the time. I have apologized to him for it, so it was cleared. Again, trying to give as much detail as possible.
I can't remember why I received the second warning. Honest, it's fuzzy, because I don't remember doing anything wrong. I got pulled into a party, and received another warning on something. I think it had to do with something I put on youtube, speaking my mind, not naming fingers, or pointing names. It's something completely disconnected from XGC, venting on how I was in trouble for the previously mentioned situation, and it wasn't right. It's watched mostly by my friends, and viewers I've advertised to on xbox live. My channel is where I can express myself, and update people on what's going on in my life, it's a vlogging channel. If I talk about something, it is on a different field, so again, it was nothing to connect to XGC, especially since I never specified which gaming community I was in, nor did I name who was involved. I have mentioned my channel to Craig before this problem started, even asked for him to check it out, plus two other XGC members. They understood where I was coming from, and the fact that this was only to speak my mind. Craig had finally checked it out, and I guess it struck him personally so he allowed it to affect his judgement as a General, so he gave me a warning for something that did NOT involved XGC directly. It should have been something he could have taken care of on a personal level if it struck him that bad. I was merely imitating what I experienced in a more comical way because it was a video, it was to keep interest. If I can not be myself on something I clearly made to express myself, even when I was respectful and professional enough to keep out specifics; I could not be a part of his clan, so with out thinking, I just told him I quit, and I left.
I didn't think about transferring or anything; I was angry, and I was already being pressured with the future rank of General. He depended on me too much, acting as if this was an actual job, he took it too seriously in my opinion. It took away the fun of being part of a community, so it resulted in my departure. Understand my look on things, expressing myself/being me is more important than taking a hit, and asking for another. Especially when I never did anything wrong in the first place, so when it lead to me expressing myself, I believe I was in the right. Craig allowing his personal feelings to get in the way of his judgement was wrong, especially when he was more keen on the women than the men. He catered to their needs, while being harder on the rest of us. I still have friends from when I was in XGC, and they have told me on how he is always sweet on women, and one has even stopped being his friend because he was a tad too obsessive, I believe, as I've been told. This will probably get me in trouble, but I speak in honesty, from experience, and word from others I can trust within the XGC Community. I will not name those who were kind enough to inform me on what was going on, and how I got in trouble for things that should have been only minor problems. I do not want to involve them in this drama, or get them in Craig's radar. If I were to involve them, I'm afraid I would lose their friendship, which is not something I want.
Now, I am not saying I am a saint, because the man I am; stands against things he doesn't believe is right. I hope I have said everything needed for this, and now I'd like to mention the division and clan I would like to join: KoG Velocity. Reason: I have friends(lnSaNiTy BeAsTs, Vitality Fusion) who I know I can trust in there, people who will not screw me over. Plus, I miss being part of an actual team. The drama caused by my former General is in the past, so I wouldn't start any drama, then again, I never started the drama from the get-go. With this, I do not aim to start any problems, it is required to mention every detail possible, and I complied. Thank you for your time, and I hope I can join back with out a hitch.
Oh, and if you'd like to watch the video I mentioned, here's the link to it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXGEKkk9RoY
The first warning mentioned in the video wasn't really a warning, it was a lecture that almost became a warning. At least I understood it that way, which strengthens the thought that Craig is more for the women than the men of the clan since I was being unkind about XGC J Wattas' skill in COD. That is something I would allow to be put on me, since I know I was in the wrong at the time. I have apologized to him for it, so it was cleared. Again, trying to give as much detail as possible.
