BLACK CANARY 30
New member
1. What division were you in? KoG
2. Which gaming console did you play? XBOX ONE
3. What clan were you in? Militia
4. What rank were you? General
5. Who was your General? I was.
6. Who was your Section Leader (XS)? KoG GODFATHR XS
7. What was your gamer tag/username that was used during your time here in Xiled Gaming? KoG CANARY
8. Do you have any other accounts? If so, what are they? No.
9. Is this your first time posting in the Grass Wasn't Greener? If not, please post a link to your previous application. Yes.
10. Did you go inactive, leave, or get removed (must pick one)? Left.
11. When was your departure from Xiled Gaming (month/year)? August or September 2018 I don't remember the exact date.
12. Why are you no longer apart of the community? I left to go to SYG with KoG GODFATHR XS. I was always loyal to him and felt he had been treated like garbage by certain higher ups here after he told me the things that were said to him by an XC he was close with in regards to a situation involving another member. Even at that point I was still on the fence about leaving because I wanted to follow him because he was my mentor and I was always loyal to him and he was the one who instilled my loyalty to XG within me so I had yet to even make up my mind. What was the honest deciding factor in why I chose to leave was the way I was treated, aggressively interrogated and harassed with excess foul language, by Rusty XD about what the (expletive) I knew about GODFATHR and SYG, what the (expletive) was going on, etc. Etc. Etc. at the top of his lungs until I snapped and screamed back and he instantly changed his tone. But I would've been damned if I was going to be talked to that way, when at that point of things I honestly didn't even know barely anything yet. Cage had hinted that something was going on and that it would be big and I knew he had left and I was told that GODFATHR would reach out to me soon but I honest to God didn't even know the full story yet, or their version of it at least, or any of their plan yet all I knew was the hints given by Cage that things were about to go down and be ready to leave if crap hit the proverbial fan but he never went into details. Rustys behaviour towards me was what made the decision real easy for me when I finally got Godfathrs call and was told everything because after I had been told the things that were said to him by a close XC friend of his, combined with the way I had just been treated, I decided I didn't want to be a part of this anymore. The disrespect shown and handling of the whole situation really turned me off from wanting to stick around. It was a decision for me that came down to do I A) go with the man who has never been anything but polite, respectful, kind, and professional towards me and has always had my back or B) stay where people in leadership have chosen to attack first and talk/listen second. I chose option A.
I did not actively poach anyone when I left but my people did ask what was going on when they saw my gamertag change so I told them and I told them they are welcome to stay here if they would like or they are more than welcome to follow us. The choice was theirs and there would be no hard feelings with whatever they chose. The majority of my people chose to follow me because they were loyal to me as I was to Godfather. A few did choose to stay behind here but most of my people followed me to SYG. Outside of my clan choosing to follow me, I never went after anyone else from XG. And since it's such a ****show amongst the untrained and disorganized upper mgmt over there now, most of my people have since chosen to leave upon my departure from SYG as well. Some have chosen to follow me back here and the rest have decided to just remain community free for the time being because they're sick of all the drama that came from being a part of both here and SYG and are just over communities in general and I can't honestly blame them because I feel the same way about leadership. So if you choose to allow me back in, please ask that that is never asked of me because I have no intentions of coming back in any leadership capacity in the future. I don't want the stress and headaches of it. I just want to game.
13. Please include any additional comments here:
I think I was as thorough as I could be. If I have forgotten anything or you have any questions please feel free to reach out to me. My current gamertag is BLACK CANARY 30
Thank you.
By posting this application, I certify that all the answered information above is accurate to the best of my ability. I understand that the approval process may take up to 90 days.
2. Which gaming console did you play? XBOX ONE
3. What clan were you in? Militia
4. What rank were you? General
5. Who was your General? I was.
6. Who was your Section Leader (XS)? KoG GODFATHR XS
7. What was your gamer tag/username that was used during your time here in Xiled Gaming? KoG CANARY
8. Do you have any other accounts? If so, what are they? No.
9. Is this your first time posting in the Grass Wasn't Greener? If not, please post a link to your previous application. Yes.
10. Did you go inactive, leave, or get removed (must pick one)? Left.
11. When was your departure from Xiled Gaming (month/year)? August or September 2018 I don't remember the exact date.
12. Why are you no longer apart of the community? I left to go to SYG with KoG GODFATHR XS. I was always loyal to him and felt he had been treated like garbage by certain higher ups here after he told me the things that were said to him by an XC he was close with in regards to a situation involving another member. Even at that point I was still on the fence about leaving because I wanted to follow him because he was my mentor and I was always loyal to him and he was the one who instilled my loyalty to XG within me so I had yet to even make up my mind. What was the honest deciding factor in why I chose to leave was the way I was treated, aggressively interrogated and harassed with excess foul language, by Rusty XD about what the (expletive) I knew about GODFATHR and SYG, what the (expletive) was going on, etc. Etc. Etc. at the top of his lungs until I snapped and screamed back and he instantly changed his tone. But I would've been damned if I was going to be talked to that way, when at that point of things I honestly didn't even know barely anything yet. Cage had hinted that something was going on and that it would be big and I knew he had left and I was told that GODFATHR would reach out to me soon but I honest to God didn't even know the full story yet, or their version of it at least, or any of their plan yet all I knew was the hints given by Cage that things were about to go down and be ready to leave if crap hit the proverbial fan but he never went into details. Rustys behaviour towards me was what made the decision real easy for me when I finally got Godfathrs call and was told everything because after I had been told the things that were said to him by a close XC friend of his, combined with the way I had just been treated, I decided I didn't want to be a part of this anymore. The disrespect shown and handling of the whole situation really turned me off from wanting to stick around. It was a decision for me that came down to do I A) go with the man who has never been anything but polite, respectful, kind, and professional towards me and has always had my back or B) stay where people in leadership have chosen to attack first and talk/listen second. I chose option A.
I did not actively poach anyone when I left but my people did ask what was going on when they saw my gamertag change so I told them and I told them they are welcome to stay here if they would like or they are more than welcome to follow us. The choice was theirs and there would be no hard feelings with whatever they chose. The majority of my people chose to follow me because they were loyal to me as I was to Godfather. A few did choose to stay behind here but most of my people followed me to SYG. Outside of my clan choosing to follow me, I never went after anyone else from XG. And since it's such a ****show amongst the untrained and disorganized upper mgmt over there now, most of my people have since chosen to leave upon my departure from SYG as well. Some have chosen to follow me back here and the rest have decided to just remain community free for the time being because they're sick of all the drama that came from being a part of both here and SYG and are just over communities in general and I can't honestly blame them because I feel the same way about leadership. So if you choose to allow me back in, please ask that that is never asked of me because I have no intentions of coming back in any leadership capacity in the future. I don't want the stress and headaches of it. I just want to game.
13. Please include any additional comments here:
I think I was as thorough as I could be. If I have forgotten anything or you have any questions please feel free to reach out to me. My current gamertag is BLACK CANARY 30
Thank you.
By posting this application, I certify that all the answered information above is accurate to the best of my ability. I understand that the approval process may take up to 90 days.
