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KoG Lou

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Home is Where the Heart is.....

My XG career started on July 7, 2007. I was recruited by KoG SwampFox XD on Halo 2. I ranked up to the rank of General of KoG Leviathan. When I was General I split the clan three times in three weeks of being General. I was promoted to Section Leader after a month of being a General. After the first week of being a Section Leader, I got the Three Red Rings of Death and went inactive for a month. During that month one of my generals became very friendly with a Division Leader at the time, the one that was watching my section. When I returned, that general kept going above me and going to that division leader with all their issues. I tried talking to the division leader and nothing happened. At the time I was hanging out with SYN HellTank XD. He influenced me and fueled the fire and convinced me to leave with him and a bunch of others to a stupid clan that I cannot even remember the name of. I realized my mistake a week after and tired getting back into XG.

When I returned to XG in 2009, I was placed as a Captain under KoG FaceUp XD, XS at the time. My 360 got the Red Rings again but this time I could not afford to buy a new one, the warranty was out of date. In Nov. 2011 I bought a new 360 and became reactive as a Captain in KoG Meltdown XK. I became General of the clan and after three months I split it, or broke the curse. I made Section Leader and had active healthy clans. I ran Captains Classes and Section Basic Training for all the members in my section. Things were going good and I was happy beyond galore, but on Aug. 11, 2012 I left XG to join vN. I left to the fact that I became bored in the community. I had been a part of the community for 5 years. I joined when I got my very first 360, so XG has been a part of my life from the very start. When I left for vN I was promised the same rank vB/XS if I could bring at least 2 clans with me, so I did. I am not happy about my mistakes and my actions.

When I left, I knew in my mind that I was making a mistake but yet I still went with it. I went with it because I needed change and I forced it upon myself. I did some hurtful things when I left and I take full responsibility for crude messages, posting videos on youtube, lashing out at those who are closest to me and causing KoG suffering. I also take full responsibility for the things I did when I walked out the door. Such things as spamming idiotic messages, messing with the forums I had moderator over and revolting against XG. On Sep. 6, 2012 my life had taken a turn for an extreme life changing event. I left vN and if I was still a part of XG I probably would have stepped away due to the fact I needed to focus on my personal life. To some, I sent out a message apologizing for my actions. To some, I talked to them personally and let them know the severity of what I was going through. I wanted my “Family” to know of what was happening.

In conclusion, the reason why I would like to return back to XG is for the fact that its family. I had been through tons the past 5 years. When I had some of my darkest days to present events, I turned to members of XG for inspiration and to keep my mind off the worst. When I was a part of KoG, before I became Section Leader, I thought of myself as a great leader. I took time and dedication to the clan. I made sure that my members or lower ranks could come to me any time if they needed help. Even members outside my clan would come to me. When I became a Section Leader, I was 100% committed to my clans. Always trying to help them out and letting them try to succeed on their own. I was extremely dedicated to helping lower ranks learn more about the community by teaching Captains Classes, sometimes three classes in one night. I would even hold a Section Basic Training for all the members in my section. That would be held once a month. When my manager asked me why I couldn’t work Sundays, I told her “I have had a commitment to an online Gaming Community for the past 5 years and Sundays are the day where we have meetings in the community.” Yes I went all nerd to my Starbucks Manager but she respected that when I make a dedication I follow through with it. To her she said I am very reliable and dedicated to the things I do/desire and that was the reason why she hired me.

I love XG and the foundation it holds, there is no other comparison gaming communities/clans that come close to XG. From it being about putting the gamer first and teaching not only leadership in the community but also teaching you it for real life. I made a mistake and I believe Karma came through and made me learn my lesson. I shouldn’t have treated my family they way I did or said what I said to my family. I hope that my request to rejoin XG is approved, if not I fully understand.

Yours Truly,
Mr Lougle
AKA: KoG Lou XS
 
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