XGC Astound
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In late 2013 I made the decision to leave Xiled Gaming without giving myself a chance to think of the repercussions of my decision. I was a section leader in KoG under KoG Spinz XD and KoG Faceup XD when I left. Before I was a XS in KoG I had achieved the rank of section leader in SYN and had chosen at the time that SYN was not the place for me, so I decided to step down and transfer to KoG as a general under KoG Eastside XS. After joining KoG and achieving the rank of section leader for the second time, I decided to join my two old firends in a community called VTV. In all honesty my decision to leave the community and join VTV was strictly based on the idea that if given the opportunity, I could run things better myself than what was offered in Xiled Gaming but I quickly realized what many before me have realized...I could not.
Not only did I stab Spinz and Faceup in the back after all they went through to get me transferred to KoG, but they also gave me a second chance at section leader, which I selfishly did not appreciate at the time. I have had many months since leaving behind VTV/CoG to just focus on real life and think back on my experiences in Xiled Gaming and CoG and I have came to the conclusion that not only did I loose many friends in the process of leaving, but I also lost my home which is Xiled Gaming. I realize that I was in a high position of power in VTV and I fully take responsibility for the actions that those who followed me over made when they began poaching from XG. I did however spend many nights discussing the opportunity in VTV with Eastside, striker and knockout which ultimately led to many clans following their lead when they chose to join me. As I have stated before, I take full responsibility for my actions after I left KoG and I realize the level of immaturity that I showed during that period of time.
I would gratefully appreciate the opportunity to return home to XG and I would understand if my actions are beyond forgiveness. I do believe that if given the opportunity to come back to XG, I can bring alot to the table not only experience wise, but I could also lead by example by showing those who may think of leaving that the grass is never greener and that they truly need to think of the repercussions of leaving before doing so.
Thank you for your consideration,
Astound
Not only did I stab Spinz and Faceup in the back after all they went through to get me transferred to KoG, but they also gave me a second chance at section leader, which I selfishly did not appreciate at the time. I have had many months since leaving behind VTV/CoG to just focus on real life and think back on my experiences in Xiled Gaming and CoG and I have came to the conclusion that not only did I loose many friends in the process of leaving, but I also lost my home which is Xiled Gaming. I realize that I was in a high position of power in VTV and I fully take responsibility for the actions that those who followed me over made when they began poaching from XG. I did however spend many nights discussing the opportunity in VTV with Eastside, striker and knockout which ultimately led to many clans following their lead when they chose to join me. As I have stated before, I take full responsibility for my actions after I left KoG and I realize the level of immaturity that I showed during that period of time.
I would gratefully appreciate the opportunity to return home to XG and I would understand if my actions are beyond forgiveness. I do believe that if given the opportunity to come back to XG, I can bring alot to the table not only experience wise, but I could also lead by example by showing those who may think of leaving that the grass is never greener and that they truly need to think of the repercussions of leaving before doing so.
Thank you for your consideration,
Astound
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