CptBorex
New member
Clan: XGC Armada
Rank: General
Section Leader: XGC Layzie XS
Hey XG leaders! I figered I'd post in here to see if you'd give me another shot in XG. I had left around the end of March 2015. I had been overcome with the stress of real life issues and Clan issues as XGC Armada had been on a decline at that time. I was compacted with alot of feelings of confusion and feeling of betrayal thinking that my XS had abandoned me when I needed him. Truth is, he didnt. In the amount of stress I was in, my Captain at the time, saw it as a way of twisting it around on them. It was really our fault for the decline of Armada. He had been demoted and giving one warning already once before so I'm sure he saw as a opportunity to get back at our XS. If that was true, I don't know. At the time when he was talking about leaving he lured me into leaving too. He made feel like at the time, if he would've left and I stayed, XGC Armada would've been shutdown and put the black mark on my record in XG. Now thinking back on it, I should've just let him leave and stepped down for real life issues. Instead, filled with all those emotions, I left cold turkey. I cut off ties with a majority if not all of XG worrying about drama that would come from that. Probably the worst thing to do in that situation. To this day I still feel wrong about how I left and still apologize to my old friends that were effected by it. It was arragant of me. After all of that went down things started to quiet down and I had still played with a few old clan members and the Captain I left with. He had started to try to influence our old members to leave too and instead of me standing up and telling him it was wrong, I stayed quite. I should've said something. That was another big mistake. Considering that since I was in party, I was automatically guilty be association. Let the record stand that not once since I left or ever in my time in XG did I ever wish ill will or mean to hurt the community. When I left, at the time, had thought it would br a good idea to close ties to prevent such a thing from happening. Regretibly, the opposite happened. I was DNRed right be side my old captain. I never once try ed to poach anyone. I was a General that, for the most part, lived by the rules and knew better then to go so something like that. After about a month, I lost contact with my old Captain. I see now, that I was stupid enough to listen to him and follow him when. I should've stopped to think about it. I could've stepped down and some of that could've been prevented. I take full resposiblity for my actions and if it is decided to not let me back, I won't be bitter. I'll know it was hand that did this to myself. I'm not asking for forgivness, I'm just here to say I'm sorry for all that I did and all that I could've prevented that I didnt.
Thank you for your time,
CptBorex
P.S. If it's possible,I'd like to join back into XGC Militant
Rank: General
Section Leader: XGC Layzie XS
Hey XG leaders! I figered I'd post in here to see if you'd give me another shot in XG. I had left around the end of March 2015. I had been overcome with the stress of real life issues and Clan issues as XGC Armada had been on a decline at that time. I was compacted with alot of feelings of confusion and feeling of betrayal thinking that my XS had abandoned me when I needed him. Truth is, he didnt. In the amount of stress I was in, my Captain at the time, saw it as a way of twisting it around on them. It was really our fault for the decline of Armada. He had been demoted and giving one warning already once before so I'm sure he saw as a opportunity to get back at our XS. If that was true, I don't know. At the time when he was talking about leaving he lured me into leaving too. He made feel like at the time, if he would've left and I stayed, XGC Armada would've been shutdown and put the black mark on my record in XG. Now thinking back on it, I should've just let him leave and stepped down for real life issues. Instead, filled with all those emotions, I left cold turkey. I cut off ties with a majority if not all of XG worrying about drama that would come from that. Probably the worst thing to do in that situation. To this day I still feel wrong about how I left and still apologize to my old friends that were effected by it. It was arragant of me. After all of that went down things started to quiet down and I had still played with a few old clan members and the Captain I left with. He had started to try to influence our old members to leave too and instead of me standing up and telling him it was wrong, I stayed quite. I should've said something. That was another big mistake. Considering that since I was in party, I was automatically guilty be association. Let the record stand that not once since I left or ever in my time in XG did I ever wish ill will or mean to hurt the community. When I left, at the time, had thought it would br a good idea to close ties to prevent such a thing from happening. Regretibly, the opposite happened. I was DNRed right be side my old captain. I never once try ed to poach anyone. I was a General that, for the most part, lived by the rules and knew better then to go so something like that. After about a month, I lost contact with my old Captain. I see now, that I was stupid enough to listen to him and follow him when. I should've stopped to think about it. I could've stepped down and some of that could've been prevented. I take full resposiblity for my actions and if it is decided to not let me back, I won't be bitter. I'll know it was hand that did this to myself. I'm not asking for forgivness, I'm just here to say I'm sorry for all that I did and all that I could've prevented that I didnt.
Thank you for your time,
CptBorex
P.S. If it's possible,I'd like to join back into XGC Militant
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