My name was XGC USA 50 XL and XGC Xavier XL. Without the ups we become selfish. Without the downs we become week that is one of the lesions I learnd the hard way in life. My time out of Xiled gaming was a time to see what life is about.
I do regret that i could of done somthings that would of been better.
Drama on my part was to excesive. I was not aware of the time i was taking away from my firends in XG from there game playing because of the drama. I was a section leader and a big voice in the XS meetings and was head of clan compeat. I say this not to boast about myself but to inform you of my history.......................................................................................... ..........................................................................................
Looking back on why I was removed I can see that I was compleatly blind by my own ambition to make XG the best place to network. What happend is when certain council members confronted me expressing to me that XG is not a place were we should encourage politics and religion. This was something I did not take heed to and I continued to pursue encouraging the advancement of bible study inside XG's walls. Being gone so long from XG has made me relize more and more that we are to play games on Xbox live. I was wroung in encouraging religious talks in XG. I was stupped to try to think that it was ok to continue bible study whial in XG. I downt know why I did not take heed to the councils warrings. When I was younger If I was not playing games enof my impatience would get the best of me. .......................................................................................... ..........................................................................................
I have grown up. My personal life took off in a good way. I married a beautiful women and I own my house and have a stable job. I am a compleatly much different person. Patience is a must in my everyday life. My job is considered one of the most stressful jobs in America and my wife suffers from dispersion. What leadership skills I learned in XG payed off but I feel like i betrade the people i gamed with in XG by not listening to the councils warrings. For this I was removed. I know some people did not aprove of some of the things i was doing but i now know if i was in there shoes i would of removed myself as well. .......................................................................................... ..........................................................................................
There were no hard feeling I only hope they can forgive me. I feel like I was removed on good terms by not encouraging others to leave and gaming with the people in XG. I keept a low profile because I was in shock and really disappointed in myself so much I did not want to game with anyone. When i got removed it was all done respectfully and farly. I now ask after many years of patience and exile and humility that i be given the honor to be approved to rejoin. .......................................................................................... ..........................................................................................
Why now you ask because I was always taught that once you are removed or you leave you can never come back. I recently took a look at XGs website like I do probibly once a year and saw a post by 007 that it can be possible to come back if you were removed or left. I have learnd so much from my XG friends and I want to repay this debt. I hope I can be an example to those who leave or get removed that XG is the place to be. Loyalty is a strange of mine and even out of XG I stayed true to that. ..........................................................................................
Can i please be welcome back?
I do regret that i could of done somthings that would of been better.
Drama on my part was to excesive. I was not aware of the time i was taking away from my firends in XG from there game playing because of the drama. I was a section leader and a big voice in the XS meetings and was head of clan compeat. I say this not to boast about myself but to inform you of my history.......................................................................................... ..........................................................................................
Looking back on why I was removed I can see that I was compleatly blind by my own ambition to make XG the best place to network. What happend is when certain council members confronted me expressing to me that XG is not a place were we should encourage politics and religion. This was something I did not take heed to and I continued to pursue encouraging the advancement of bible study inside XG's walls. Being gone so long from XG has made me relize more and more that we are to play games on Xbox live. I was wroung in encouraging religious talks in XG. I was stupped to try to think that it was ok to continue bible study whial in XG. I downt know why I did not take heed to the councils warrings. When I was younger If I was not playing games enof my impatience would get the best of me. .......................................................................................... ..........................................................................................
I have grown up. My personal life took off in a good way. I married a beautiful women and I own my house and have a stable job. I am a compleatly much different person. Patience is a must in my everyday life. My job is considered one of the most stressful jobs in America and my wife suffers from dispersion. What leadership skills I learned in XG payed off but I feel like i betrade the people i gamed with in XG by not listening to the councils warrings. For this I was removed. I know some people did not aprove of some of the things i was doing but i now know if i was in there shoes i would of removed myself as well. .......................................................................................... ..........................................................................................
There were no hard feeling I only hope they can forgive me. I feel like I was removed on good terms by not encouraging others to leave and gaming with the people in XG. I keept a low profile because I was in shock and really disappointed in myself so much I did not want to game with anyone. When i got removed it was all done respectfully and farly. I now ask after many years of patience and exile and humility that i be given the honor to be approved to rejoin. .......................................................................................... ..........................................................................................
Why now you ask because I was always taught that once you are removed or you leave you can never come back. I recently took a look at XGs website like I do probibly once a year and saw a post by 007 that it can be possible to come back if you were removed or left. I have learnd so much from my XG friends and I want to repay this debt. I hope I can be an example to those who leave or get removed that XG is the place to be. Loyalty is a strange of mine and even out of XG I stayed true to that. ..........................................................................................
Can i please be welcome back?
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