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[XGC LilOwl]

Wellzorz! I joined SYN and XG (tecnically) because I had a friend who joined a while back, amd I always though, "hmm maybe a clan would be fun." though it took a good, like, year until I was finally asked to join by SYN wshaggy. So then I though, "Alright, sounds cool!"

I joined maybe a day or two before SYN Precision split and I got cought in the crossfire and ended up in SYN City. While there, I've made a lot of amazing friends. I started to visit the XGG forums, made more friends there, and other SYN forums.

Though things started going downhill with people problems, clan inactivity, missed meetings, yadda yadda yadda. Later on I was thinking of transferring into a clan run by one of my XS buddys, though I ended up not after being promoted to Sergeant.

After a bit of time, when my xbox died, I had a lot more time to hang out on the forums when I heard that one of my greatest friends was randomly demoted to a gamer. That really both depressed me and made me very angr with SYN. He's done a lot for the clan, and in one day, all he's done was forgotten and all his power and rank was taken.

I lost hope in SYN as of recent and have been trying to figure out what to do with myself now. I wanna go to XGG, but the, like, 2 friends I had there quit, so I would know nobody going in there. Then I though XGC, cause I have friends there, but Im 2 years young. Then I thought KoG, though I really don't know anybody there. So I'm thinking now of either quitting SYN, going to another clan (XG), or just becoming a gamer and not care anymore.

So who knows, maybe I'll be popping into KoG, maybe I'll go XGG, maybe I'll stay SYN, maybe I'll just become a gamer. We'll see. One of my greatest friends and an XS was randomly demoted to gamer the other day (massive demotion) and, well, idk what to think of SYN anymore.

(needed to get that all off my chest, cause it's been bugging my brain.)

~LZ <3

 

[i knifed GWbush]

dang that sucks. id like too see you in KoG or stay in syn or even go to XGG cause either way we could still play some cod4 (once your xbox is fixed lol)

 

[XGC LilOwl]

Thanks. Though I don't actually own COD4. I borrowed the game from a bud of mine, like I'll be doing with Gears when my box is fixed.

My mind is very scrambled right now. I'm probably going to head to bed, though if I can't sleep because my mind is racing like a greyhound I'll probably be back online.

~Lz

 

[i knifed GWbush]

ok we'll gears sometime XD.


ok good night will see you tomarrow.

 

[SYN PoPTarT]

nooooo dont leave zelk....if u do ill cry

 

[i knifed GWbush]

yeah dont leave =[

 

[I_Drav3n_I]

Mate I would stick with SYN... More than likely there was a valid reason why each person was demoted... Although it may not have been voiced publicly, most people are justified in the decisions they make... I've found that not many people who are high in rank here have let the power corrupt them. Although I feel some have, which in a way is a good thing, because the ones who have gone corrupt (atleast in my eyes) are not clan leaders and really have no pull over rank... (*Cough*) DT

Anyway, give it another chance mate, if you're not happy in City then try another SYN or KoG clan... Don't just give up... Look at it this way, if you give up because of what happened to someone else, isn't that the same as letting it happen to you as well? I think you are better than that.