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let me begin by saying that leaving xgc was the biggest mistake of my life.
it all started back towards the end of february i was in xgc coldfire and i requested a transfer into xgc gatekeepers because the last two weeks of my time in coldfire evverybody started getting real clique-y they played with a certain group and thats who they stuck with so i requested a transfer, the transfer was approved and i went to xgc gatekeepers under XGC MR REDEYES he was the general and i was there for like a week and my friend (XGC Mr JMoney) started talking about how cool it would be to start up our own clan and me thinking he was my best friend decided to go with him to start a new clan. i got a mass message from him telling me and all his friends that he was leaving xgc so i didnt read the rest of it thinking i knew what it was and i copied and pasted and sent out the same message well shortly after i started getting hate mail from other members including friends getting mad at me saying that they cant believe im leaving and that i had the nerve to try and poach to make matters worse. i send them a message back asking them where do they get that im poaching? and they said that in the message it was basically poaching, so i went back to the message j money sent me and read the message all the way through and immediately felt terrible cause in the message it was basically telling them that if they left xgc they could come to the new clan. so basically i was "poaching". i felt like crap because i love xgc and i would never want anyone to try and poach me so i would never intentionally try to pursuade people to leave xgc. cause they are like a second family to anybody here im sure. so after i read that message i started sending out apology messages trying to explain to people that i didnt read the whole message that all i did was seen where j money said he was leaving and just thought i knew the rest and that i wasnt trying to poach them. and that i was truely sorry that i didnt read it thoroughly. and i told them id never want anyone to poach me so i would never do the same. well some of them believed me and forgave me where the rest of them just didnt want to believe me and thought that i was a terrible guy and that they couldnt trust me. ive felt terrible ever since that happened well anyways after all the message stuff calmed down we started talking about the new clan and a couple other guys from gatekeepers joined the party and j money asked them if they were in or out? i immediately say "whoa i thought it was just the 2 of us?" and he said no that he got like 5 other guys from gatekeepers to come with us. i was immediately confused because i had no idea he was talking to other people about coming over. i pulled him to the side and said to him that i didnt like the fact that he went behind my back and got these other guys to join us and that i didnt approve and he told me that he talked to them before he talked to me and i asked him why he didnt tell me there was more people coming and he said he thought i wouldnt care. i told him that i didnt want to have any xgc people in here if we were really gonna do this cause i respected what xgc was about and that i wanted fresh new faces and he said that he wanted more people to start out with so that we didnt automatically fail as soon as we start. there was nothing i could do so i went with it. later that night more people from xgc come over. after a couple of days i start thinking that j money isnt such a good friend after all cause over the next few days he tells me he has a whole group from xgc coming over. one being XGC FyaFreakATL. i cant remember what group he was from. a couple of days after that j money comes to me and tells me he needs to leave the clan because it was putting a strain on his marriage. so i automatically tell him its fine and that i hope everything works out. couple days later he changes his gamertag to C3xMoney. he joined C3 Edge. so i send him a message asking whats up and he says that he joined c3 because they offered him a spot hosting tournaments which his cousin told me differently. so from there i knew that he was a liar. i start regretting that i left xgc i had family there, friends there, that i sacrificed for some guy that in the end left the clan we started together to join a clan. while telling us a false story. the only reason i joined the new clan was cause of him. i thought he was my best friend but turned out to be a liar. so i felt no reason to stay in this clan so i left. after a while i started talking to mr redeyes again about trying to come back and he said he'd talk to his general. (he demoted himself down to sergeant and joined adrenaline) his general gets with me and talks to me about that if he could get me back in that this would be my last shot which i told him i understood. i loved xgc and would try my best to get my respect i had within xgc back. no matter what i had to do. so he starts looking in the dnr to see if i was on it. while he was doing that i messaged my old section leader if she had put me on the dnr list and she said no. so i went back and told him what she said and he went back and looked and he asks me." are you sure she said no?" and i said yes and he says that she put me on there that day like 5 minutes before. and i smack myself in the head because i know that i had just reminded her. i felt as though she never liked me from the beginning. she put me on the dnr list for "actively poaching" and that i was a "threat to the community" which im really not i love xgc i love everything you guys stand for and i was stupid for ever letting some supposed friend talk me out of leaving. so after i found out she put me on there i thought there was no way of me coming back so i tried making another account and got back it under a different name and it worked for a little bit. but then i was caught tonight. i knew it wouldnt last forever but i want to be in xgc so bad that i resorted to making another profile. i was invited into a meeting with my general and 4 section leaders and told them my side of the story. they were very understanding. i will do whatever it takes to earn everyones respect back and i will show how much i love xgc anyway i can xgc is the best clan out there. i hope you guys take the time to read over my story and give me a second chance. and if possible can i request a personal interview with a higher up to actually tell you "voice to voice" my story. cause i feel putting it into text doesnt catch my sincerity.
the gamertags of the people that talked to me were:
XGC Nachokill(general)
XGC Porshia XS(section leader)
XGC Woods XS(section Leader)
XGC Rattler XS(section leader)
XGC Wolfman XS(section leader)
thanks for your time and consideration and i hope you guys give me a second chance.
New gamertag is XGC Rofl Stomp if you need to talk to me.
it all started back towards the end of february i was in xgc coldfire and i requested a transfer into xgc gatekeepers because the last two weeks of my time in coldfire evverybody started getting real clique-y they played with a certain group and thats who they stuck with so i requested a transfer, the transfer was approved and i went to xgc gatekeepers under XGC MR REDEYES he was the general and i was there for like a week and my friend (XGC Mr JMoney) started talking about how cool it would be to start up our own clan and me thinking he was my best friend decided to go with him to start a new clan. i got a mass message from him telling me and all his friends that he was leaving xgc so i didnt read the rest of it thinking i knew what it was and i copied and pasted and sent out the same message well shortly after i started getting hate mail from other members including friends getting mad at me saying that they cant believe im leaving and that i had the nerve to try and poach to make matters worse. i send them a message back asking them where do they get that im poaching? and they said that in the message it was basically poaching, so i went back to the message j money sent me and read the message all the way through and immediately felt terrible cause in the message it was basically telling them that if they left xgc they could come to the new clan. so basically i was "poaching". i felt like crap because i love xgc and i would never want anyone to try and poach me so i would never intentionally try to pursuade people to leave xgc. cause they are like a second family to anybody here im sure. so after i read that message i started sending out apology messages trying to explain to people that i didnt read the whole message that all i did was seen where j money said he was leaving and just thought i knew the rest and that i wasnt trying to poach them. and that i was truely sorry that i didnt read it thoroughly. and i told them id never want anyone to poach me so i would never do the same. well some of them believed me and forgave me where the rest of them just didnt want to believe me and thought that i was a terrible guy and that they couldnt trust me. ive felt terrible ever since that happened well anyways after all the message stuff calmed down we started talking about the new clan and a couple other guys from gatekeepers joined the party and j money asked them if they were in or out? i immediately say "whoa i thought it was just the 2 of us?" and he said no that he got like 5 other guys from gatekeepers to come with us. i was immediately confused because i had no idea he was talking to other people about coming over. i pulled him to the side and said to him that i didnt like the fact that he went behind my back and got these other guys to join us and that i didnt approve and he told me that he talked to them before he talked to me and i asked him why he didnt tell me there was more people coming and he said he thought i wouldnt care. i told him that i didnt want to have any xgc people in here if we were really gonna do this cause i respected what xgc was about and that i wanted fresh new faces and he said that he wanted more people to start out with so that we didnt automatically fail as soon as we start. there was nothing i could do so i went with it. later that night more people from xgc come over. after a couple of days i start thinking that j money isnt such a good friend after all cause over the next few days he tells me he has a whole group from xgc coming over. one being XGC FyaFreakATL. i cant remember what group he was from. a couple of days after that j money comes to me and tells me he needs to leave the clan because it was putting a strain on his marriage. so i automatically tell him its fine and that i hope everything works out. couple days later he changes his gamertag to C3xMoney. he joined C3 Edge. so i send him a message asking whats up and he says that he joined c3 because they offered him a spot hosting tournaments which his cousin told me differently. so from there i knew that he was a liar. i start regretting that i left xgc i had family there, friends there, that i sacrificed for some guy that in the end left the clan we started together to join a clan. while telling us a false story. the only reason i joined the new clan was cause of him. i thought he was my best friend but turned out to be a liar. so i felt no reason to stay in this clan so i left. after a while i started talking to mr redeyes again about trying to come back and he said he'd talk to his general. (he demoted himself down to sergeant and joined adrenaline) his general gets with me and talks to me about that if he could get me back in that this would be my last shot which i told him i understood. i loved xgc and would try my best to get my respect i had within xgc back. no matter what i had to do. so he starts looking in the dnr to see if i was on it. while he was doing that i messaged my old section leader if she had put me on the dnr list and she said no. so i went back and told him what she said and he went back and looked and he asks me." are you sure she said no?" and i said yes and he says that she put me on there that day like 5 minutes before. and i smack myself in the head because i know that i had just reminded her. i felt as though she never liked me from the beginning. she put me on the dnr list for "actively poaching" and that i was a "threat to the community" which im really not i love xgc i love everything you guys stand for and i was stupid for ever letting some supposed friend talk me out of leaving. so after i found out she put me on there i thought there was no way of me coming back so i tried making another account and got back it under a different name and it worked for a little bit. but then i was caught tonight. i knew it wouldnt last forever but i want to be in xgc so bad that i resorted to making another profile. i was invited into a meeting with my general and 4 section leaders and told them my side of the story. they were very understanding. i will do whatever it takes to earn everyones respect back and i will show how much i love xgc anyway i can xgc is the best clan out there. i hope you guys take the time to read over my story and give me a second chance. and if possible can i request a personal interview with a higher up to actually tell you "voice to voice" my story. cause i feel putting it into text doesnt catch my sincerity.
the gamertags of the people that talked to me were:
XGC Nachokill(general)
XGC Porshia XS(section leader)
XGC Woods XS(section Leader)
XGC Rattler XS(section leader)
XGC Wolfman XS(section leader)
thanks for your time and consideration and i hope you guys give me a second chance.
New gamertag is XGC Rofl Stomp if you need to talk to me.