well you wanted to know so i gave you the truth if you can't handle that then I am sorry. and if you know any thing about a application process. really we shouldn't give advise on what your doing and how to fix it. all we should do is look at it and give a yes or on the skills of the person applying but we don't because we want people to grow and maybe become better though that doesn't always happen. and you need to cool your jets a little that attitude of yours that is why people get turned of on you and one big thing thats keep you out off the design as well as your work