Yeah I know what you mean. If I was to do what I truly want, I'm afraid the end result would be, I wouldn't like it. I know helping people is something I enjoy. But what exactly is what's held me back. To get to a paramedic, I need sciences and biology! Which is another year before I even get to college. Once I get to college, it's two years. Maybe it's just not for me when you think about it.