Trust me, I've felt much of what you felt. You have to look no farther than what happened here in SYN with the whole "CEG" thing to see that. While I can gladly say I wasn't that sad to see the two XD's leave, there were many generals and other members that I really liked. But as I have had to face, and what you did too, is that it really isn't our choice what they do. They are individuals and have the freedom to go wherever they want. So yes, I can see why you were mad but at least you don't stay angry, you've reached that same conclusion that I have had to face myself.
As far as all that, are you still staying over there in IGE? I know it must of been a bit of a brick wall after 4-shot and Darky and Silvia, but did you guys pull through? I never really heard what you think about your future and how everything is going over there...
-DeadI